might as well go for lifetime achievement award now

the unknown

that dark corner is growing,

without form,

consuming everything,

taking away the gift of sight,

in exchange of fear.

i am chained,

my body no longer serves me but my eye,

ever staring at what used to be that dark corner,

giving birth to my nightmares.

blindness is a cancer,

for it spreads inside of me,

stealing warmth from within,

the only thing left to feel.

i fear the dark,

and i can never escape it,

so whenever the last ray of light abandons me,

i pray you won't.

change

from red sheet to glasses.

muallaf

"Miss, you guys don't seem to have courses on theology."

"HEH?"

"Umm, comparative religions?"

"Meh?"

"Ok. How about sociology of religion?"

"Why would anyone want to study that?"

"Why not?"

"What for? No use ah. Our courses prepare our students for the life they have ahead."

"Ok, what about the death that lies ahead?"

"Prepare for death for what?"

"Because it's more certain than life."

-Rohani-

McPao

a drive to nowhere but for a mcflurry and kaya pao. made my day. thanks fa.

and i truly advocate the idea of mcdonald's making KAYA MCPAO

chemistry 101

flame : blue

content : releases gas

plastic test tube holder : deformed

focus : none

results : fucked chemistry practical and ended up burning my finger. nice going.

Dean, the referee for the recent MU vs Chelsea match was demoted, together with the assistant referee Simon Beck for failing to call drogba's offside goal. true, the goal shouldn't be allowed because it was so clear that it was an offside. but that's only the tip of the iceberg.

"It follows Dean's failure to award penalties for United, when Yuri Zhirkov tripped Park Ji-sung, and Chelsea, when Gary Neville barged into Nicolas Anelka. The 41-year-old also allowed Federico Macheda's goal to stand, rather than awarding a handball against the teenager."

if everyone wants a video replay of the match, the game wouldn't be the same. so what if drogba's goal doesn't count, maybe MU would be able to score another shot and win the match, or perhaps they would have been awarded penalties and annihilate Chelsea. what if it should have been a draw and Chelsea wouldn't be on top of the scoreboard, which consequently result in MU's victory in the EPL. the possibilities are endless, and what-if's can go both ways, favoring Chelsea as well.

the match is over. so get over it. because if drogba's winning goal should be disallowed, someone have to rewrite 1986.

when

thoughts echo chaos,

feelings are ambivalent,

running isn't enough,

words don't find their way,

darkness is consuming,

time slows down,

home is far away,

warmth is missing,

songs drown the world,

the first step is always too big,

the key is lost,

memories are fading away,

questions become too much,

hyde awakes,

the past fits into just one box,

tomorrow doesn't get better,

love happens,

acceptance is longed for,

fear is eating from the inside,

a movement triggers curiosity,

the wind means life,

voices start shouting,

morning is unwelcoming,

a kiss means more than anyone could think,

then maybe you know me.

he could have worn it on the inside......

what measures beyond choice?
obligation?
responsibility?
emotion?

did superman came into existence by choice or by circumstance?

Juno

"I know people are supposed to fall in love before they reproduce, but, i guess normalcy's not really our style."

-Juno MacGuff-

in the middle of exam week now. so far, i think im about to fail physics. but my math is getting better. so it's a give and take thing. with AS coming inching nearer, i really should bury myself in books, notes and exercises and cut social ties with everyone and live purely for the sake of nailing that exam. but then again, i always do things i shouldn't. rebellious? i wonder if that is the general characteristic of being the second in the family.

update done.