the guy who almost cost his friends a trophy

spot the person, who almost crush his own team, who almost drag the other two opposition speakers with him, who had a serious stagefright or whatever that is, who was somewhat intimidated by three clowns with two of them having the natural ability to annoy you to hell, who couldnt pull himself together during that debate session, who almost let his team down, who was unnecessarily congratulated by his friends and teachers, who just had to freak out on stage, who did not do enough for the team, who couldnt even POI the govt team, who was scared to death when the results were being announced, who did not live up to his own expectations, who couldnt justify himself in the pic.

tell me, what should that person do now.......or should he flip a coin again?

from my phone memory card.....its 512mb by the way

cant complain much, this is the coolest pic of
the sky so far i can get, because i dont live near
any cun places with cun sceneries....but this
one aint so bad eh?

























c'mon people, i didnt know chocolate sticks are non-halal,
i checked the ingredients, and there isnt a thing that
makes this pepero non-halal, other than the absence
of the halal logo......but heck, i paid the cashier and
just walkaway, so maybe to her, im a chinese......

























i dont see the point of putting huge rally spoilers
and rally rims on a car that doenst have four wheel drive,
low ground clearance, small engine, and most
importantly, why put it on a micra. go put one
on the evo, maybe impreza, but not on this one
.......and i thought the new beetle was weird......

look at the numbers.....cun eh? and it a functional
watch, the minute hand goes like normal, but
the hour hand goes according to the number,
meaning to go from 1 to 2, it has to go all the
way pass 6, 11, 4 and 9. i can only wish it was mine,
with an additional digital display of course,
cant waste time to actually find where the numbers are.

42

yes, i couldnt finish typing my post the other day because of the most obvious reason, i was running out of time, even now, im racing agaisnt bad weather.....who knows, maybe lightning will strike my pc.

back to the point....if i had one.....how does one symbolize a particular element? to make the equation more complex, how does one symbolize life? well, the honest opinion of mine would be:
you simply cant, unless, UNLESS you wish to see everything in anything.

what do you see in 42?
a lottery number?
car plate?
price of a book?
address?

look again.....

it can be anything you want it to be.
the whole idea is that, why do you need someone who doesnt live in your world, to judge your life's worth?
they dont know the things that you've been through. and yet, they claim they know you better than you know yourself. everything has a limit, and that just crossed it thrice!

no matter what happens, you decide how much you have lived for. dont compare yourself with others.....whether its some famous leader like gandhi, or plainly the people you sit with during recess. if you think comparing grades is the same to that........dont bother reading anymore, just click X up there.

what i have fail to grasp is that why is everything sum up to just one factor.......what others see in you, when the question should have been what do you see in yourself? "dont know" doesnt mean nothing, it means undiscovered, and that where "soul-searching"/ "self-discovery" is needed. ( i hate that word!) in many ways, people wanted recognition from others, as its a justification of their existence, they want to be known, to be appreciated, to be seen.........to the extent they live for others.

rip off that price tag of yours, and start writing "not for sale".