monday is never the best day for me, none of the days are any good at all, but this monday sure did put me through hell.
i'll start with the INO article, which did not turn up the way i expected it to be. the drawing looked like the result of a 5 year old kid with a pen in his hand. the paper was not in colour, so it looked like biology notes, the articles had some spelling error here and there and the best part, the editor wasnt in school today. having no second in command, a bunch of people went bossing around this and that, and when they notice things go wrong, i end up being the voicemail for those two to blast the editor. great. even better, the editor lost my article once, and i had to write it again....so, nevermind. after i gave him another article, he didnt bring it to school when we were gonna type everything down. to prevent myself from writing a third copy, editor said he would go back and type it himself. he did, with errors that made me feel like breaking his neck.
then today, we got the final result, the article has been published and photocopied....only to notice those mistakes later. so everything was blamed on the editor.....and when i objected that, i got blasted as well, so i couldnt help it but to do the same thing to them. one got quiet, one cabut lari. i know this is not normal of me for saying this, because i enjoy launching nuke missiles rather than bury the hatchet, but no matter how i look at it, everyone is at fault here....i do mean EVERYONE...cos no one double checked, no one took some extra responsibility to make it work. if you knew the editor is hopeless as you claim, then why the heck are you counting on him? if you dont think he's not suitable to be the editor, go take his job la, he would have given it to you anyway....or maybe sneak up behind teacher and start whining about shit. but most of all, dont involve me......its your problem, dont bring it near me, you want advice, i can give that, you wana have a fight, sure, i'd also throw in some extra punches for free.
you know, yes you do, that you can only complain because you're not in his shoes.....you are AFRAID to do his job. sure, the editor is not good at all, i admit that, but if you cant take his job, and get the articles the way it should be, dont bring it up. dont even think about saying " im telling you this for the sake of the team". there was never a team in your mind. its either always "me/us" vs "them". nice mentality.......
whats done is done......all of us made a mistake....and i pity that graphic dude, pc got a hell lot of viruses donated by the school library, thanks to me. sorry man. no, no, this is not the moment of forgiveness, where everyone starts saying sorry to each other, this is the moment of looking back at what you did, and obviously, didnt do. its something like "muhasabah, MUHASABAH, not musahabah"
oh yes, how can i miss this part. i was on my way to my class, and i got 10 minutes to spare. but some junior prefect stopped me and said "sila letak beg dan pergi ke perhimpunan". to clarify the fact that the average human can do 30km/h, well i can.....i showed her my watch and said "look, i got 10 minutes left, i would make it to my class and back here in less than 5". instead of a simple "no", another prefect came thinking that i was gonna run away. what the hell? i showed you my watch, which does not give me any additional sprinting ability, and you thought i was really gonna run with 6 textbooks and a thick dictionary on my hands, and a freakin heavy bag. for the record, YOU ARE JUST ANOTHER STUDENT IN BLUE! i didnt have to send a form to be a trial prefect like you, i got SELECTED ( syok sendiri for a moment ), and quit after a day. which means, if you have to say "no", wait till i finish my sentence, then say it again, NO. its not hard at all compared to charging at me like a bull. and there was no assembly......so all that stuff, happened unnecessarily because no one was informed earlier. GET A WALKIE TALKIE NEXT TIME, OK?
then tuition.....where i felt like killing 3 people. 1st person, was the editor, for typing my article with spelling errors...dude, how can anyone confuse "half" and "have"? ok, 3 or 4 mistakes is normal, but im still pissed off. then we have the boy who couldnt let go of the phone, or to be exact, someone else's phone. ok, you wana play a game, go ahead, but not in tuition. do you remember why you actually pay to sit there?? yes, of course, to learn. and the lame excuse i got, "relax la, he's not teaching now rite?"......well, duh, he was rubbing of the whiteboard you dumbass, what about the rest of the time? if he was sitting next to me, i would have both his hands on the table! nailed!!!!!! then we got chia/dr chia.....the fat guy in the black chelsea jersey, making fun of himself, thinking it was cool. now, if i said this to his face just now, he would have ended up in the drain, so i say it here, and sorry for the language...." YOU SICK PIECE OF SHIT, IF YOU WANA ACT SO COOL, DO IT SOMEWHERE ELSE WHERE I CANT SEE OR HEAR YOU....IN FACT, YOU ARE NOT BY ANY MEANS COOL.....YOU ARE JUST A KID, FAT KID, WHO IS DESPERATE FOR ATTENTION, OR DESPERATE TO ACTUALLY NOTIFY GIRLS THAT YOU ACTUALLY EXIST IN THE FORM OF A STUPID ASS-FACED MARSHMALLOW!
surprisingly, what actually cooled my down was the fact that the editor lost 5 bucks to me in that stupid objective question. in total today, i got 25 bucks out of thin air......seriously.
money does make the world go round, and saves lives!
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