spm trials is kinda near, and im here. to get rid of the guilt of not sitting down trying to study for sejarah, i stayed up till 3 yesterday, so i can update this blog.....and talk about stuff that has been on my mind for....quite a number of days. well, after reading that dude's blog, im pretty sure one thing has been cleared. its weird that i dont feel like killing the dude, so i guess thats the way it is, and i'll leave it be, sit back, and watch a story unveiling itself in a matter of time.....and what a good story that is. so i was wrong, and im glad i was.
if anyone can figure that out, they wouldnt have a problem cracking the da vinci code.
i can go on and make you more confused, but im changing the topic, and poof, DEBATE. the dates are the 8th of october, though its not been fixed yet, nothing was ever fixed at all. so thats a month before spm. that would be the best reason not to go.......but as always, its never that easy. sir has been preaching to us about the prospects of going, take it positively, its our last year, our last chance, and what a waste it would be to put it aside. sure, we can have a debate whether we should go or not, but i predict that the outcome is gonna in the form of jigsaw puzzles, with half of the pieces missing. i've heard it way too many time, "it'd be a waste not to go and finish the job" in my head.....but if its a job, then its not fun, so it pointless in doing something thats not fun.
debate is supposed to be a fun thing to do, and when obligation starts to swirl in that room and posses everyone, its a job, which makes me feel like not going at all. i hate to rebut sir, but i dont see that as a waste, two years in the debate team is never a waste, even if we lose or die on our way to kelantan, and pulling out is not a waste either. i've gain so much because it was fun, but this time, i doubt it'd be like last year, where we were there just to try our luck. if we go this time, im sure the form five dudes are going to find a reason to justify their presence in kelantan instead of at home studying their asses off....and if we lose in that condition, im afraid its gona do us some damage, and definitely spm. even if we win, i dont think the trophy is worth it.
thanks to that endless postponements, i've lost my spirits, and so have some of us, minus putra. without it, we are better off reading textbooks, rather than forcing ourselves to go debate. i have the ability to go, i got the permission to go, i just dont want to go. i got the "can", but i dont have the "want"...thats what really matters.....desire, objective...u name it.
if we go, then we are trying to do some justice to the hours we put in debate. then, we would be trying to claim the lost time by having the national trophy. i felt that sir is trying to do that, he's trying to justify that countless of hours of debate session. but the more we do that, the more we are afraid those hours spent will do us no justice, that it'd be gone to waste.
LET IT GO, the hours, the effort, do not try to justify that by going to kelantan, that is not way it is supposed to be. go if you WANT TO GO! too bad i lost that feeling already. im letting it go, the chance of being national champ, the chance to go up the stage and blast some debaters.....because i just dont want it anymore.
and dude, as in the one confused, if you are reading this, good luck with that confusion of yours....deep shit eh? me? i just got out of it, thanks to the freedom of speech, and the beauty of words...plus the internet.
another lazy post
this is my taman
this is whats next to my pc monitor
a bunch of indescribable light sources taken by swinging the phone
this is easier if there was an earthquake
for this one, i threw the phone and make it spin like crazy.....then try to catch it successfully. i was really bored.....
friday morning nonsensical talk
this may be weird coming from me, but tm has been better lately. my connection has been down twice in the past 5 days.....and it only took them a day each time to get it fixed. or.....the line has a mind of its own and decides when to be reliable according to moods.
either way, im here, and actually typing something longer than a few lines or put some photos. been lazy lately.....AHEEEM busy! not that theres nothing to post, but its no big stuff....like i didnt get selected for national service. its funny that the word "tahniah" can actually make people depressed and worried. so im happy to be able to spend some time in this dead town while my buddies go to the rest of malaysia firing m16s.....hopefully at megatron, and that racist and that extremist.....now i feel like going if i can do that.
my initial plan if i got ns was to just spend 3 months in some unknown place, get some money, and shape up. its gonna be 3 months without anything civilized, so maybe i'd have more discipline to get those muscles pumping.....but thats not happening is it? so im gonna remain as a potato couch for the rest of my life.....which has been shorten due to the discovery that coke is killing me. dont think it matter that much....for now at least.
now, im having my holidays, and the only plan i have is to finish reading every single revision book i got for the trials....but thats gonna fail because im here typing. i cant seem to find the most condusive time to study. the evenings are so hot, switching the aircon on is just a waste of money cos i'll fall asleep. at nite, i'll be far too sleepy to hold on to any book for more than 1 hour. this has been going on for days, and i dont see myself being productive.
in fact, i havent been doing anything else lately. i got too lazy to actually look for a decent present for a friend, been too lazy to bother about homework, been injured again in pj......trust me, that hurt a lot, been splurging way too fast till my money-making-jeans cant cope. u dont believe me? everytime i wear them, everytime, there's money inside.....the 1st time was 10 bucks, last week was 5, yesterday was 1, hours earlier 5 bucks. its not my money, cos im kinda broke now. so have to wear them more often now eh?
lately, sara bareilles's tread water has been ringing in my head. its one of her live performances i guess, and im obsess with it now. has been listening to it over and over again. treadwater is just another simple song, sang all alone by sara, and the she's playing the only musical instrument, the piano.
why the obsession? put on your mp3, lie down anywhere, close your eyes. then you'd be imagining the sky getting gloomy, the sun hiding itself behind the covers of the fluffy clouds, with its rays crawling out of the small openings of the big white canopy, and you in the middle of the lake in a small boat, carried away by the gentle touch of the waves, with slight drizzles of rain falling down, unaffected by the whistles of the wind that barely sets the floating leaves sailing to the boat. now, you'd really wish you have a camera at that time. well you dont need one.....because thats what memories are for.......to put a smile on your face......for free.
the world is full of free things, its just that we dont know how to treasure it.
either way, im here, and actually typing something longer than a few lines or put some photos. been lazy lately.....AHEEEM busy! not that theres nothing to post, but its no big stuff....like i didnt get selected for national service. its funny that the word "tahniah" can actually make people depressed and worried. so im happy to be able to spend some time in this dead town while my buddies go to the rest of malaysia firing m16s.....hopefully at megatron, and that racist and that extremist.....now i feel like going if i can do that.
my initial plan if i got ns was to just spend 3 months in some unknown place, get some money, and shape up. its gonna be 3 months without anything civilized, so maybe i'd have more discipline to get those muscles pumping.....but thats not happening is it? so im gonna remain as a potato couch for the rest of my life.....which has been shorten due to the discovery that coke is killing me. dont think it matter that much....for now at least.
now, im having my holidays, and the only plan i have is to finish reading every single revision book i got for the trials....but thats gonna fail because im here typing. i cant seem to find the most condusive time to study. the evenings are so hot, switching the aircon on is just a waste of money cos i'll fall asleep. at nite, i'll be far too sleepy to hold on to any book for more than 1 hour. this has been going on for days, and i dont see myself being productive.
in fact, i havent been doing anything else lately. i got too lazy to actually look for a decent present for a friend, been too lazy to bother about homework, been injured again in pj......trust me, that hurt a lot, been splurging way too fast till my money-making-jeans cant cope. u dont believe me? everytime i wear them, everytime, there's money inside.....the 1st time was 10 bucks, last week was 5, yesterday was 1, hours earlier 5 bucks. its not my money, cos im kinda broke now. so have to wear them more often now eh?
lately, sara bareilles's tread water has been ringing in my head. its one of her live performances i guess, and im obsess with it now. has been listening to it over and over again. treadwater is just another simple song, sang all alone by sara, and the she's playing the only musical instrument, the piano.
why the obsession? put on your mp3, lie down anywhere, close your eyes. then you'd be imagining the sky getting gloomy, the sun hiding itself behind the covers of the fluffy clouds, with its rays crawling out of the small openings of the big white canopy, and you in the middle of the lake in a small boat, carried away by the gentle touch of the waves, with slight drizzles of rain falling down, unaffected by the whistles of the wind that barely sets the floating leaves sailing to the boat. now, you'd really wish you have a camera at that time. well you dont need one.....because thats what memories are for.......to put a smile on your face......for free.
the world is full of free things, its just that we dont know how to treasure it.
reasons why nikon doesnt justify sagem
this is what the sagem for!
clock tower at 60km/h
traffic light+lots of brake lights+quick hands
dont ask
guess.......?
im jealous
AND SMILING AT THE SAME TIME.......provided my theory and assumptions are true.
haha, go figure!
haha, go figure!
koko crunch....oops, day!
i always get injured when playing stuff....on tuesday, i got the deathblow during pj. today, when i was playing timbang bola with some guys, one dude dont get the idea of timbang and kicked like it was a penalty shot.....the ball flew....hard.......and slammed my face. that wasnt very nice.
anyway, today is koko day, or fiesta koko. it started in the morning, with slight drizzles, and dragged till 4 in the evening, thanks to pengetua's orders. same as always, we got the stupid speeches, the lame perbarisan, the rather interesting silat and taekwondo performance, and the sales. kudos to silat especially, cos for a moment, i was awed by the fact that adam actually lifted a guy off...too bad he didnt throw him or break his back....and the sword they were using were real, well, it did get stuck to the ground, so i take that as real.
the sales was a total rip-off. the activities were kinda dull. but i like the cake deco event....cos i thought i could free load of them later....but all i get was icing. enough talk, here are photos....from my hp. had i brought the digicam, im fairly convinced it would have been broken to pieces thanks to the shaolin soccer dude.
cikgu jamal's cake
audrey's cake in the making...and thats her little big head.
a yellow box means ur not supposed to stop there....but this dude parked his car terus. cekap!
it was raining....and we played under the dark gloomy sky for a while...then the sun came to kill us.
anyway, today is koko day, or fiesta koko. it started in the morning, with slight drizzles, and dragged till 4 in the evening, thanks to pengetua's orders. same as always, we got the stupid speeches, the lame perbarisan, the rather interesting silat and taekwondo performance, and the sales. kudos to silat especially, cos for a moment, i was awed by the fact that adam actually lifted a guy off...too bad he didnt throw him or break his back....and the sword they were using were real, well, it did get stuck to the ground, so i take that as real.
the sales was a total rip-off. the activities were kinda dull. but i like the cake deco event....cos i thought i could free load of them later....but all i get was icing. enough talk, here are photos....from my hp. had i brought the digicam, im fairly convinced it would have been broken to pieces thanks to the shaolin soccer dude.
cikgu jamal's cake
audrey's cake in the making...and thats her little big head.
a yellow box means ur not supposed to stop there....but this dude parked his car terus. cekap!
it was raining....and we played under the dark gloomy sky for a while...then the sun came to kill us.
the saga continues
as you can see, this is the saga....its silver, and has no side indicator lights. look, its not there!! and its 40k! proton, go DIE! and the rear suspension is too soft, if the 430 litres trunk is fully loaded with the rear seats fully occupied by 3 average sized people, the headlamps would be pointing at the night sky and we'd be doing a wheelie if we hit a speedbumb
look at that! what on earth? why would anything need that much grease for? its just a door.
40k and no power window for the rear seats? and its so full of cheap plastics.
the wheels has a sticker and the nuts are coloured/stained for no reason.
like the badge though, didnt look so bad...except for that curve below the badge...its ugly.
and this would not be possible without the digicam i got recently. its a nikon, and its got 7mp. i can freakin zoom and see dust on this car.
the saga....literally!
today, my dad drove all of us, minus my bro, to ipoh to get our new car, well, my bro's new car. dont ask why we got it from ipoh, dont ask why we didnt get it delivered, im just clueless about that also.
2 hours of drive from sp to ipoh in my x-trail was boring....2 hours drive back in the saga was interesting, and tormenting. interesting because its a new car, and i looked, studied the car in every possible angle.....tormenting cos the results was just as expected.
the seats are too soft, the back seat has not adjustable head rest, so if you got height issues, sit in front. of course, sitting in front would require you to put on even thicker ear muffs to save your ears from that shrieking campro engine. its a 1.3 litre campro high end model, with a driver airbag, no abs, and yet, worth the money, minus some little details, which i cant help but notice.
1. the seatbelts are weird, and cant be adjusted. driving the car in the afternoon taught me not to go near the seatbelts, cos they are hot, really hot!
2. the nuts are coloured for no reason, not coloured, stained. what on earth did this car went through before? rally to the top of the titiwangsa?
3. the speedometer are so freakin dull, and i hate the led display, oh c'mon, the gauges for the fuel level aint helpful.
4. the noise is piercing my skull.....i know its an auto. what i didnt know was that when the car goes uphill, the transmission is so stupid it keep shifting up and down for fun.
5. the radio isnt so bad, its a clarion, it even got a cd player. hmm, not so bad....then i found out it was a real cd player, so forget mp3s. u aint playing those in this car.
6. the doors sounds so horrible when you close them. instead of a solid absorbing sound, it was like "clunk". and the bonnet and trunk was even worst.
7. the door locks are so cheap, and almost impossible to open when you have oily hands.
8. the dashboard was kinda dull, and it had this huge open compartment in front of the front passenger seat, which might break your nose in a head on collision.
9. the glove box slanted open, instead of straight, so that was a waste of space.
10. the door hinges was full of grease....and they came in chunks the size of mother of all asteroids.
11. the clock only comes in 24 hour system
12. the carpets are made to trap cockroaches. they are like my cousin's hair, all curly.
13. the trunk opens with a spring system, which might work 50 trillion years ago. and they are so freakin full of grease too. and the trunk have this tiny little lamp which rendered to be nothing but to kill your battery faster.
14. the tail is kinda high when you stand near it, and it does look weird sideways.
so i guess thats it.......after day one.
14 issues on day one. the car isnt so bad eh? but hey, its not mine, its my bro's.
2 hours of drive from sp to ipoh in my x-trail was boring....2 hours drive back in the saga was interesting, and tormenting. interesting because its a new car, and i looked, studied the car in every possible angle.....tormenting cos the results was just as expected.
the seats are too soft, the back seat has not adjustable head rest, so if you got height issues, sit in front. of course, sitting in front would require you to put on even thicker ear muffs to save your ears from that shrieking campro engine. its a 1.3 litre campro high end model, with a driver airbag, no abs, and yet, worth the money, minus some little details, which i cant help but notice.
1. the seatbelts are weird, and cant be adjusted. driving the car in the afternoon taught me not to go near the seatbelts, cos they are hot, really hot!
2. the nuts are coloured for no reason, not coloured, stained. what on earth did this car went through before? rally to the top of the titiwangsa?
3. the speedometer are so freakin dull, and i hate the led display, oh c'mon, the gauges for the fuel level aint helpful.
4. the noise is piercing my skull.....i know its an auto. what i didnt know was that when the car goes uphill, the transmission is so stupid it keep shifting up and down for fun.
5. the radio isnt so bad, its a clarion, it even got a cd player. hmm, not so bad....then i found out it was a real cd player, so forget mp3s. u aint playing those in this car.
6. the doors sounds so horrible when you close them. instead of a solid absorbing sound, it was like "clunk". and the bonnet and trunk was even worst.
7. the door locks are so cheap, and almost impossible to open when you have oily hands.
8. the dashboard was kinda dull, and it had this huge open compartment in front of the front passenger seat, which might break your nose in a head on collision.
9. the glove box slanted open, instead of straight, so that was a waste of space.
10. the door hinges was full of grease....and they came in chunks the size of mother of all asteroids.
11. the clock only comes in 24 hour system
12. the carpets are made to trap cockroaches. they are like my cousin's hair, all curly.
13. the trunk opens with a spring system, which might work 50 trillion years ago. and they are so freakin full of grease too. and the trunk have this tiny little lamp which rendered to be nothing but to kill your battery faster.
14. the tail is kinda high when you stand near it, and it does look weird sideways.
so i guess thats it.......after day one.
14 issues on day one. the car isnt so bad eh? but hey, its not mine, its my bro's.
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