overdose perhaps

im not in the best condition to do anything now. there are a thousand ways to describe me now, but i'll make it very short........im sick, pissed off and frustrated.

cant actually study, cant do anything, typing this post is costing me my neck, cant bother defending whats right, cant bother arguing, cant bother to change their minds, cant bother to text anyone anymore, cant bother anything at all.

now, i've got the most valid reason for this post, i just took the heaviest medication in my life 3 hours ago, and the drugs are supposed to just make me sleep like a dead person two hours ago...and im still here. so if you are expecting a long post, you are not getting one this time......hey, i still like proving people wrong.....because there isnt much to talk about....not like i can be bothered right now eh? by the way...happy deepavali....i know its a bit early, but i just wana wish first in case i couldnt make it...yeah, maybe i couldnt make it after all.

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