life so far

back to writing diaries i guess. can't keep having those agnostic posts. kinda like out of place and time i suppose. life so far?

weeks, if not months ago, applied for medicine in jpa. meaning i had to do my attachment for 5 days in the hospital. the fact that medicine wasn't a very popular choice among my friends meant that it was kinda lonely. and the fact that i got into the same group with kedah's best student still makes me wonder why didnt i use the electrical saw and hid the body in the morgue when i had the chance. then came the jpa interview. didnt get grouped together with the same person again, but i doubt it was any better than the attachment. had to wait like 2 or 3 hours for a bloody 45 minutes session and i don't think the interview went that bad. let's ignore the fact that one person from my group got the bank negara scholarship to do medicine in uk and i didn't take the chance to blast him to pieces. did feel rather useless as a debater for missing that window to outspeak him and tear him apart.

and now, i got offered to go to penang matriculation. i did get the one year course, meaning it's shorter than form 6. so most likely i'll go and follow my bro's footsteps to do medicine. only two problems, the first is the same one for the attachment and the interview.....i've got no one there...except for a few classmates or schoolmates. the other is that i have to bring along my songkok and baju melayu......you know what that means. and if i change my mind in the last minute, blame the baju melayu especially. if not matriculation, then form 6. hey, jpa would do too. just as long as i dont get sent to indonesia or middle east countries, don't think i'll complain.

and debate? it has started, with the competition date clashing with the matriculation registration date and the result of the jpa scholarship. big day huh? 11th may.......monday. always hated mondays.