it's 5am and class is at 8

it's almost been a month in ktt and i must say, i kinda miss matrix. ironic since i wanted to get out of matrix so badly before. things are looking pretty good in the rear view mirror. i know i should be looking ahead, heck exam's somewhere in august, presentation is on monday, quiz saturday.....and some other stuff as well. but it feels like im not moving forward. everytime i try to take a step, something else happens. yesterday was no exception. i know you wont read this, but if you happen to come across this by some improbable cosmic fate, i just want to say im sorry. didnt mean for it to happen. it wasnt supposed to end up like that, not by my calculation the very least......but people make mistakes. so, sorry eh.

to be tangential to that, sara bareilles' bittersweet finally made sense the other day, and boyce avenue's change your mind too. i dont want to make another guess of its meaning, my previous mistake was more than enough as a reminder. i'll leave that to you.

ps : you might not get it, but trust me.....let go.