another moment of enlightenment

this is not the latest news, but again, ibrahim has won drama competition state level, and of course, this year is imbued with even more drama, from the drama team of bakar arang...and the teacher too, if i heard correctly. im not talking about that, because its stupid, full of rage, and hysteria.

what i speak of now, is only relevant to the state level drama. smk ibrahim bagged in the trophy again, and ket hwa got 2nd ( sorry bout spelling). i cant believe that i found putra's chinese clone in ket hwa, they are so alike...in fact, if putra went on stage, it would have been the greatest drama the world havent see. dude, congrats on the best actor, you deserve it. and the ket hwa dudes were really cool with us, took some pics, and did some interview with some unknown tv.



people of smki drama team, congrats, and eza, dude......you've nailed it this time.

the drama incident has brought something to my knowledge and consciousness. one happened during the prize giving ceremony back at our own school. when the drama team got their prizes and a bunch of people getting some wrapped gifts for unknown events during science week, i couldnt bother to listen to the speech when i was thinking about the teachers. they are sleeping, talking to each other, and only clapped ONCE when pengetua said "berikan tepukan gemuruh". oh yeah, patriotism my ass. your students has spent the last few months working their butts off to win, not to mention dealing with some twisted conflicts, negative impressions, staying back until 6pm, and most of the teachers couldnt even appreciate their work just by clapping. wheres respect? wheres gratitude? wheres the thank you? even the science week dudes suffered from the ill treatment. i've heard complaints from teachers about students who dont love their school....im not surprised now. the commitment we gave, that has bring the school, OUR SCHOOL pride and honour, was returned with silence from them. for 5 seconds of your life, clap! USE THAT HAND OF YOURS OTHER THAN TO POINT FINGERS, TO HOLD CANES, TO PINCH.....i dont remember what treatment we got for debate, but i tak puas when it comes to drama. c'mon, they gave OUR SCHOOL a challenge trophy, they gave us the feeling to be winners, they defended our IBRAHIM NOMBOR SATU vision/mission/motto/god knows. and you dont even have the will to move that hands of yours? do you need to be told to clap? thats what the pengetua should really stress on yesterday.

to make matters worst, some dudes tak syok us and accused us, of things we couldnt have possibly done even if we wanted to. wait, why am i talking about them? "nyamuk yang berani" is better than this story, sorry bout that.

.......how can i miss this one. back when we were in ket hwa, waiting for the results, i think, im not sure yet, i might have an idea why i lack the kepulunan to go to kelantan.

DEFEAT

i was afraid to face another moment of defeat. this is my last year, as a debater in smki, this is the year im gonna sit for spm, this is the year to repent for last year's lost, this is the year to prove to myself that we can snatch that national champion title from sabah ( no offence ), this year means a lot to me, and i'd hate to see one of the most important events this year end in defeat. i, we fell last year, but i believe we fall so that we can learn to pick ourselves up....guess where that came from? now, lets hope that my stupid head can forget about defeat for the next 2 weeks....thats all im asking....2 weeks. im not asking too much am i?