snap out of it

lately, something has been wrong, or rather, different with me....according to two people who sits next to me in add math tuition.

coffee prince
im hopelessly addicted to this korean drama. ok, i dont know whether i should be embarrassed to say that i do watch korean drama, and some soap operas, but most of the time, i just waste my time in front of the tv just because there isnt anything much to do. so i just watch them, and the next minute, i forget about it. but this particular one just grabbed my attention. was it the tomboy? the stupid mini cooper? the coffee shop? the uniform? the homosexuality issue? i dont know...but one thing for sure, i still dont think the main girl is pretty, or feminine enough. maybe i like the idea that gender doesnt matter at all, it never was, it should never be. and the fact that the main rich dude was willing to accept the fact that he fell in love with what he thought was a guy is something that would have my applause. normal? no? whatever! and there were certain scenes where it just gets stuck in my head, which one, im not telling, but you ought to know if you watch it. im not asking you to, im not even suggesting it to you, but if you want what happen to me happen to you as well, i'll be more than happy to see you in the asylum later.

my eyes are telling lies
this one is another thing that you wana consider extremely suicidal, but i think that FTO is somehow, very good looking. this is one girl, who i didnt know exist in my school until we went to the english club party last year. i was like "hey, whats school are you from? ", thinking that she was at the wrong party of the wrong school......and heck "hey ben, we ARE in the same school". kinda funny, guess being a debater does get you some popularity huh. to put up a defence of my own, when i say someone is good looking or "cun", it is from a completely professional point of view about ones look, nothing personal. yes.....im THAT kind of people, who simply grade appearance from A-F. hey, thats not so unfair, the government judge my intelligence the same way, its only natural to learn from our leaders eh? people like arena, wait, she's the one of a kind, deserve Z. same goes to dampervan....ok, sometimes, just sometimes, it can get personal, but that only applies to certain people, excuse me, idiots! anyway, i have been arguing and defending that FTO is somewhat pretty to a certain extent.....and its completely from a pro's view. getting two NOs from my friends, i want to argue even more, now, im getting only 1 and a half NO. so if thats the rate, i'll win this debate of my own over time. to tell you the truth, getting a YES from me was almost impossible last time. maybe im looking beyond the looks now, or what does that face means, instead of what does the face look like.....maybe.

conclusion
until i get over these two issues, my head is gona be completely messed up, and now's the worst time to be in such state. far too occupied with stuff. anyway, the pic below, it was completely random of me to do so.......I AM BEING DIFFERENT NOW HUH?